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  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Echo-Vocaloid
  • Reading: Assignment Deadlines
  • Drinking: Cherry Coca Cola
So my big portfolio for college that decides whether I get to continue with my major or not is due in about 2 days

And

I left my charger for my Macbook at college.

Which I can't pick up until after my portfolio is due.

I have a way around this, but it's literally like bending over backwards to get done...and is almost impossible to get done on time. So, literally no sleep for like the next 2-3 days probably...just so I can get shit done. But it's better than nothing I suppose...

Then of course, there's the other assignments to do...

And my paycheck didn't add up enough so I'm behind on bills now. Not by much, but still enough to be a problem...

And that doctor's appointment I had turned out to be something totally different than what I was given the impression of, so there's a good chance my medical issues are actually going to get hella worse in about a week instead of better... because my treatment is so damn expensive...

And I SHOULD do commissions to try to boost my funds, but I literally have no time for it right now. I barely even get to make personal art anymore.

And then there's financial stress with my family too, and some of my best friends are having a super hard time too so I'm trying to stay positive and support them at the same time because they really need it right now

I don't know what to do...I'm really just really really lost and kinda broken right now.

*sobs eternally*
  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: Wall of Voodoo
  • Reading: College Textbooks
  • Eating: Pringles
SCHOOL IS HARD

HOMEWORK IS HARD

PHOTOGRAPHY IS HAAAAAARRRRRRRRRD

*sobs grossly*

But otherwise, just thought I'd send a slightly positive update that I'm getting a bit better medically!! I have a doctor's appointment scheduled in about 3 days, so after that I'll HOPEFULLY be good to go for a while with my medical issues! ....eiiiiither that or they'll be worse. Heh. Let's be positive, though. Yes. Please. >_>'

Also, in case you weren't aware of my absolute love/obsession for the Don't Hug Me I'm Scared series, THE NEXT EPISODE COMES OUT ON HALLOWEEN AHHHHHHHHH SO SO SO EXCITED THIS IS PRETTY MUCH THE SOLE REASON I'VE BEEN STAYING EXCITED ALL THE TIME AND I KNOW MY REWARDS ARE GONNA COME IN LIKE A FEW WEEKS SO I'M SUPER HAPPY ABOUT THAT AND I'VE BEEN CHECKING THE MAIL DAILY EVEN THOUGH I KNOW IT WON'T COME FOR SOME WHILE BUT LIKE, STILL, CREEPY PUPPET PRESENTS???? YES PLEASE!

*clears throat*

So basically, I've been getting better (slowly BUT surely) and I haven't had any time to do any real personal projects as of late, but I DID go to Renaissance Festival yesterday and got a basic book over the general corset and bodice making process, so yes, I do plan on trying for sewing sometime around this Christmas, simple stuff until I can work my way up to corsets, basically. So maybe you guys will see some of my sewing stuff, too~ So I had cleared my schedule just enough for that fun time, but nooowww back to woooork *plops* Gonna try to make a little time to work on my personal stuff, though, get some gunk done with and posted up. Eh? Eh.


Hope you're all having a good day <3
  • Mood: Agony
  • Listening to: Disturbed- Asylum Album
  • Reading: College Textbooks
  • Eating: Dark Chocolate
  • Drinking: Iced Tea/Lemonade
Slight update here

Still alive, though not exactly kicking. There's, uhmm...ehe...some serious medical issues going on lately, and I'm having an extremely hard time with...well, everything, really. The past week has been absolute hell for me internally, so...yeah. Not functioning very well at all. Just kinda...trying to exist right now, really. Sorry. But, uhhmm, things should be turning around soon enough! I think? ^^; I've got a doctor's appointment set up a while from now, but it's still better than nothing. And then a nurse at my old clinic is helping me out a hell ton too by giving me some supplies to make it easier to get to the appointment time, so I feel extremely blessed that she'd be willing to help me like that <3

I haven't been drawing or arting much lately, just, like I said, sort of trying to continue with basic existence aka school, eating regularly, showering regularly, going to work, etc. (I don't seem to be doing very well with the whole school thing, though, oh joy). 

I think I'll probably be back sometime around the end of October? That should be about when my medical issues are getting resolved, but if I improve a lot before then I might come back earlier. No need to worry much though, I've had some awesome support from my boyfriend especially (I need a LOT of physical support lately ;^;) so I'll be okay, I just still need some time to focus on recooperating myself and staying functional in society and all that.

I hope you all are having a good day or week or whatever may it be <3 See you later~
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Imogen Heap- Sparks
  • Reading: Death Jr
And still on hiatus. Sorry. I just keep feeling worse and worse... my baby puppy officially leaves tomorrow, we found an absolutely wonderful home for him, so...yeah. I've been spending most of my time either cleaning, homework, or just flat out crying lately, not going to lie. Sorry, I try to keep things positive on my social sites, but I'm just not in a good place right now so I feel like the most positive thing I could do would be to kind of leave you guys be for a while. 

Not sure when I'll be back. Again, sorry.

I still feel pretty crummy about my artwork btw, but I have been doing a lot of drawing lately... so I might have a thing or two to upload when I do return. At least, the practice pieces I actually feel alright about, that is.

Sorry guys...I'll be back at some point. If I'm gone for another 2 or so weeks I'll probably upload another journal at the least to let you guys know I'm still okay and all that. So uhh, yeah. Bye.

Hope you're all having a great day <3
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Oingo Boingo- Spider
  • Reading: Death Jr
Hey guys

I've had a L O T happen lately, all bad things, and I'm just not feeling well lately. I've also had some personal art I put some serious heart and soul into get turned down kind of harshly, so I'm not feeling good about anything I've been putting out... so I'm not going to upload anything for a while either. Between feeling like crap and crying all the time, and also feeling like my art is worthless and with me failing college right now because my memory is so bad I literally can't remember what I'm reading and I'm having a hard time focusing in class, I'm just kinda....done. For the time being. So I figure no one's going to really miss me or anything anyways, but just in case someone cares or something, here's an official journal stating my hiatus. I may reply to some stuff every now and again, but I certainly won't upload anything for quite some time. 

Hope you all have a good day.

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Alesha
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  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Echo-Vocaloid
  • Reading: Assignment Deadlines
  • Drinking: Cherry Coca Cola
So my big portfolio for college that decides whether I get to continue with my major or not is due in about 2 days

And

I left my charger for my Macbook at college.

Which I can't pick up until after my portfolio is due.

I have a way around this, but it's literally like bending over backwards to get done...and is almost impossible to get done on time. So, literally no sleep for like the next 2-3 days probably...just so I can get shit done. But it's better than nothing I suppose...

Then of course, there's the other assignments to do...

And my paycheck didn't add up enough so I'm behind on bills now. Not by much, but still enough to be a problem...

And that doctor's appointment I had turned out to be something totally different than what I was given the impression of, so there's a good chance my medical issues are actually going to get hella worse in about a week instead of better... because my treatment is so damn expensive...

And I SHOULD do commissions to try to boost my funds, but I literally have no time for it right now. I barely even get to make personal art anymore.

And then there's financial stress with my family too, and some of my best friends are having a super hard time too so I'm trying to stay positive and support them at the same time because they really need it right now

I don't know what to do...I'm really just really really lost and kinda broken right now.

*sobs eternally*

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:iconguitargirl200:
guitargirl200 Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I MISS U CUDDLE BUNCH 

I HOPE EVERYTHING IS GOING WELLLLLL
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:icondragonholder411:
dragonholder411 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
yooooooouuuuuuuu
Yoooooouuuuuuuuuuuuu
YOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUU
*HUGS INTENSIFY GREATLY*
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:iconguitargirl200:
guitargirl200 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I LOVE YOUUUUUU
**HUGGING HUGS***
HOW YOU BEEN GIRLIE 
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:icondragonholder411:
dragonholder411 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I've been good~ Been feeling pretty positive and cuddly lately, actually xD Been super clingy on Jack the past week and a half, he seems to really enjoy the extra attention though~ ALSO I TOOK AN EXAM AND I DID GUD *soproud*

I think I might be losing a little weight lately though which isn't a good thing but we just haven't had much to eat at the house so I've been skipping and skimping out on meals hhhh but it's only like a few pounds, I think, Ive mostly just noticed a difference with my appetite and blood pressure

HOW'RE YOU THOUGH EHH?? I've just been doing the same thing I always do, sleep, art, and poke small children with sticks I WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU'RE UP TO

Oh also, we're babysitting a cat right now that we might end up getting to keep and we might be getting a second kitty cat too eeee kitty kitty <3 <3
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DougSQ Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you for the fav.Hug 
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para-keet-normal Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I wuv you
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swag62 Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Dragon what livestream tool did you use?
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dragonholder411 Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Uhhmmmmmmmmmmm....I used the one that came form Livestream itself, I believe~ Along with my computer's built-in webcam. c:
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swag62 Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Oh okay
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NEOmi-triX Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
OH MY GOODNESS GOLLY GRACIOUS
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU BEAUTIFUL  WONDROUS HUMAN BEAN
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